sometimes... i find myself afraid... afraid to move.  afraid of the unknown.  afraid of change.  fear can definitely handicap you... and keep you from God's best.  fear can make me sick to my stomach... it keeps me awake at night.

why do i doubt?  why do i fear?  He reminds us... over and over again that He is there.  that He knows the next steps.  that He knows how situations will end up.  

i guess, dwindled down, HE IS IN CONTROL.  

it seems so elementary... so simple.  but when it comes down to day by day... it seems so complex.  

i remember a scene from FINDING NEMO where that annoying Dory says over and over again to nemo's dad, "just keep swimming.  just keep swimming."

i need to remember to keep swimming... even when i fear.